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Ignore the previous post. The rantings of an impatient child. I momentarily lost my mind and looked in the wrong list. Made an assumption. And voila! Some days I'm really good at causing mischief upon myself.


Well, it was bound to happen. I've been officially defriended. Sure, our relationship was strained, we had some problems. But I thought we were just going through a rough patch. I thought that we'd be friends forever and this was just one of those little challenges that real friends have to get through. Maybe I still hold out a little hope, but wow being defriended without a word really bothers me more than it should. I think I'm going to go have a little cry. It's okay. Men can cry. I'm secure in my masculinity. I can handle it. Really. No, no. Really. I'll be okay. Maybe.

I'm putting you on notice!

And by YOU, I mean ME. It's time to pick myself up and dust myself off and stop wallowing in self-pity, in what could have happened, and what might have been. I've made my mistakes in life, with friends, with family and I'm a better person for having learned from those mistakes. At a minimum I've learned which ones not to make again. So no more avoiding the blog because I've become suddenly self-conscious. After all, these words are here for me. They're part of me and I love them. Plus I love the occasional insight people bring to me when they read them and how that helps me grow.


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